Monday, 24 October 2011

& tears rolled down her eyes.......

& tears rolled down her eyes.......
well it was a turning point of her life yet again.....
but tears why how where when......????????????

She had always thought of her as a strong, determined woman, but some things in life make u cry isn't it?

she was on her way to motherhood, and suddenly things changed (for positive of course) for her.
She had a natural way to motherhood and was expecting the same again, but something else was written ....

Friday, 19 August 2011

women-water-wind


Women Water Wind
Do they sound similar to u….
They do to me….

Water furious.....Women curious.....
Water flowing furiously and the other shore is completely calmer
Women too is strong like stone and the other day beautifully softer…
Water springing up from earth and in some remote place falling from heavy mountains.....
Women too rising from herself and falling for her roles and responsibilities....

Wind so violent sumtimes and sumtimes its gentle breeze....
Women as it says is sumtimes really agitating and sumtimes so soft u can't predict...

Wednesday, 13 July 2011

Digital Woman

Tic tic on mobile
few clicks on keyboard
Double click on mouse
Chats with spouse
and there she is clicking to the future
The digital woman of Today

Business or office, home maker or teacher,
Doctor or engineer, cook or painter,
media person or design artist,
bakes cake or write codes,

Chapati on tava and blue tooth on ears
Instant veggies  and quick recipes
works from home or office
and now has no time for fears.

Updated not outdated, fast not slow,
she is a multitasker all the way.
Have risen from their marginal lives
to craft their futures on the centre stage.
Boardroom, or courtroom,
Washroom or bed room she can handle all well.
Kids or interiors, parties or presentations
she can properly dwell.

Mkt now has Womens horlicks, calcium and revital too,
which was earlier meant only for the men to do.
Dominates all areas of life in a manner well to do,
She is a strong woman with a restless mind too.

Facebook, twitter are her new friends and no knowledge is far from her always working head,
She is a global force, has balanced cultural expectations and career charts in graph that moves ahead.

U may like to read my story WARMTH OF WOMB

Tuesday, 12 July 2011

5 yrs & my life changd 4ever

It's been 5 yrs she saw and met her life partner......time flies......today she  can only thank God for helping her meet him and letting him be in her  life..................

Life won’t be same if u would not have been here so near
No I am not saying this coz I am dependent on u
But bcoz more than that I love u so long to be near

How would my life be?
Without those stares and snores
Without those wet towels and foot prints on floors

How would my life be?
Without u sitting patiently to listen my nagging and cravings
Without u giving tips and instructions in my workings

How would my life be?
I cant imagine it
Without your car and credit cards
Without long drives and beach besides

What would my life be?
When I was at a new place on my first bride night
When I blasted the cooker on first dinner night

How would my life be?
Without your never ending last drinks
And without your latest humorous tricks

How would my life be?
When u r romantic on least expected days
And keep on encouraging me on all required days

How would my life be?
Without u to hold me when I delivered our bundle of joy
Without you to make up after a silly fight of my cry





U may like to read my story WARMTH OF WOMB

Friday, 8 July 2011

"SHE"

She is born......
Gets her name of her parents choice,
that becomes her identity......
She grows up

Charming, beautiful, smart, intelligent a beauty with brains combo.....
She tries to get her own identity, and one fine day she she finds it.
She is confident, independent and has thoughts of her own.
She grows up

One stormy windy evening she gets across someone.....
who will change her personality, her life and her future....
For him she is ready to leave connections of blood and body...
the runaway bride gets married and there she leaves her identity of past.....
She grows on

She is now Mrs. he and daughter of new found set of parents..
She is in her mesmerizing phase and had forgotten herself.
She becomes mother soon and gets a new tag on collar.
She now raises their kids and caress her husband
She grows

But is she the same "she" in these whole years?????
Her identity is so fragile
not handled with care.....

Wednesday, 6 July 2011

Being a woman

Here i am realizing the essence of women once again..........

When a girl is born we dont understand our importance, but when a woman is married she realises another self of hers and then again when she becomes mother and bears a child she realises her importance......in a more broader prospect.

Yes only a woman can understand the essence of being a mother, carrying an embryo, turning it into a child and then adult human being.

How beautiful it is to make or produce another human being, isnt it????

The lil pain that's involved but filled with endless happiness and joy.

The twists and turns....
The curls and whirls....
The kicks and picks.....
The feeling of growth....
The sensation of our own part.....
The flesh and muscles from me.....
The food that i eat the thought that i think.....
Its just not expressible.....

So be very proud to be a women as you are the only one who can produce another human, another life, another living being......You have that power given specially to women by god and no one else.


U may like to read my story WARMTH OF WOMB

Monday, 20 June 2011

WARMTH OF WOMB


"Please shift a bit; I have no space in here."
"I am trying but there's no room to create any further more space dear, we need to adjust here."
Hey, bro, why don't you try and fold your legs a bit near you and sit silent in that position."

You know I am "anjaani" meaning not known and that's my brother "anjaana" that means unknown for male.




We R twins.
We are 2 1/2 months old.
Our mother is interior designer and dad is a building engineer. I would like to be grown up and become as my mom and dad, Very successful.....

"Shut up anjaani"
"OK OK"
"you are in a dreamland, don't' build your own fantasy land, your dream-house, stop dreaming" can’t you see mom and dad are confused, they have not yet decided, they are still not able to take any decision whether they have space for us in their life or not? They are not sure about us.....

"What do you think?"
Well, I don’t know. Yes I had heard dad talk to mom, they can’t afford one more in this house. "Oh God! We are two."
So what mom said?

Nothing she was crying, being a mother she can't torture and trouble her kids. There is a big decision awaited out there??????....

"I am feeling terrified."

"I too am feeling terrified."

They don't have much time to think. If we turn 3 then it would be dangerous for mom to let us get away from her."

"Please sis, don't cry. Can’t we find some other solution?"

"OK, be patient and stop thinking so much for a while. Just stop worrying and remove all these thoughts from your mind. This is a amniotic bag not a living room. 

Hey, shoo!!!! That's daddy's voice, he is coming, keep quiet...."

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Dad: "what happened, darling, are you OK?" are you not feeling well?"

Mom: "Yeah! feeling tired and nervous," nausea too."

Dad: "OK tell me how many days of your sick leave are left?
Mom: "I think 9......Darling why don't you listen to me."
Dad: "The early and quickly we do this its better for us    and you too dear."
     Full time jobs, a growing kid at home, our future project of our firm together. This will be much, too much for us."

Mom: "but that too is our baby."
Dad: Please darlings don’t cry. That’s the only option. Let’s face it. We are not ready for one more right now."

Mom: I know dear, even i had thought of it. I know I don’t have time to baby sit one more child. Oh God! Why did this happen?"
Dad: "There's no way accusing God. I think it’s me who needed to be more careful."
Mom: "It’s our entire fault. That hurts that it could have been avoided. That’s a mere torture."
Dad: "anyways, think over it. You really look tired. You want to have some juice?"
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"Mom does think about us! She cares for us! I wish I can go and hug her tightly."

I wish I could tell her, be strong mom, be brave, don't lose hope. You will love us mom. We will also make you proud when we grow up...."

"Uff! What’s this noise, who's this?"

"That’s big brother back from cricket practice. Do you think I could grow up to be like him?

"Well may be. But I want to learn piano..."

"I would love to hear my sister play. Those beautiful, slender fingers on keys/........."
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Dad:"How are you dear now? Are you sure you are alright?"
Mom:"Sort of, i am too afraid right now."
Dad:"Let’s talk to ur gynae now, what she says. We have too lil time to think. Honey I don’t want to lose you, and if we are late in our decision then.....................

Mom:"it makes me feel sick."

Dad:"dear pls, what else can we do."
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gynae: I will first of all tell you all the procedure details to you both. Firstly we will sedate you.
Mom:"will I get to know doc?"
gynae:"no, nothing." don’t worry, then we will take u to OT and then i start.  Don’t you worry; you will be done in an hour. You will be admitted for a day, post-op observation, and you are free to go." I hope you both have understood everything, the involved risk is also clear by then."

"Yes doc"

Doc: yes, I will recommend you an antibiotic course so there is no chance of any infection post-op. we will take care for everything.

"Yes we understand doc"
Doc: ok then I will see you tomorrow morning. Hope u had completed the formalities.
Sister:"madam pls take this tablet and lie on bed."
dad:"come now, close your eyes and sleep as sister has asked you to."

Mom:"I am not able to sleep."
Dad:"stop thinking about it."
Mom:"why can’t there be another solution?"
Dad:"dear, if you really don’t want we could call it off."
Mom:"That’s so sweet of you, but I know this baby is wont fit in our present financial condition.
Dad: this won’t last long."
Mom:"Oh, God, I wish I wouldn't have to do this."
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"anjaana, where are we?"
"I don't know but whatever is the place, i am not feeling good at all. u come near me, i don't want you to be all alone."
"hold my hand, tight, and don't leave me."
Mom is in deep and peaceful slumber....
I can hear mom's heartbeat concentrate, they are so touching, seems as if she is talking to us.

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Mom:"Aah! Please let me go. Please."
Dad:"sweetheart, relax everything will be over soon."
     I am here only waiting for you."
Mom:"I want to go home. I don’t want to stay here. My baby!"
     Is somebody there please remove these tubes. uhhh.....
Dad:"Doc, is she fine, she seems terrified."
Doc:"Don’t worry"
Dad:"Please take care of her I can’t see her like this."
Doc:"Don’t you worry, she will be fine."
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"Hey! get up! see there's some light coming inside.'

"And what’s that long thin thing, it seems to be very sharp."

oh, God, it seems they have come to take us away."

"Hold my hand, bring ur legs near, and come up."

"Hold on tight."

"Owwwh.....My right leg has been torn! Oh God!,it hurts!"

"That ghoul is coming again near us."

both legs gone! oooooh

""It has taken my right hand......Uhhhh....OOOOhhhhh!!!!"

"Oh what's that moving, thats pulling us out."

"Wait Wait."

"Let’s throw our weight against it, try push behind."

"No use sis, can’t do anything, it’s too big as compared to us, no strength remaining."

"OH no, please hold me bro."

"Oh god what happened, where are you??????? that metal monster is coming again, i am coming near you...............aagh...it hurts......."

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Doc:"That's it; pass me the sponge, please. 
     Thank you.
     Continue drip till evening, now you can transfer her to the ward."
Dad:"are you alright dear?"
Mom:"it happened so quickly, I need to sleep.....I am feeling giddiness, feeling tired also."
Dad:"I was so worried for you, thank god you are alright. Are you feeling any pain?"
Mom:"Pain..???No I didn't feel any pain at all."


I hope the 2 souls will find a better place now........

Monday, 6 June 2011

Leaf's Odyssey


Spring is back
So comes back the new tiny leaves on tree
The fresh green leaf highlighted by sun
fresh, raw, unripe, immature leaves


and there was one my leaf
which started its journey from tree branch
right now its admired for its beauty for its freshness
soon it will turn brown, it will grow up


Wednesday, 25 May 2011

beauty of harbinger

A twig of the grass
A drop of the rain
A bloom of the flower
A ray of the sun

It turns out that merely seeing nature can also have a salubrious effect.

Sunday, 8 May 2011

magic

I sometimes wish i get the magic wand in my hand.....
I will encircle it here and there and all my wishes will come true....
I will raise my magic wand and will have heavenly delicious foods on my table...
I will tap in on the floor and my house will become palace.....
I will move it in air and a limousine will stand in front of my house....

but then i gave it a second thought ......


Will my life be so interesting if i get everything so easily.....
will i have same feelings for life if i get everything....
will life be worth living if u have all things in world at ur doorstep....
will the spice of life make u happy.....
will i have same emotions.....
will i have happiness and be sad sumtimes????
will i laugh and cry sumtimes?????
will i be ambitious and crave for things????
i think NO life wont be lively if it is not true life?



so whatever is there in life respect it, enjoy it, 
sumtimes crib sumtimes nag but live life to fullest..


Monday, 2 May 2011

Does it ever feel to you, that you go totally blank...
feeling mirthless and empty....




U may like to read my story WARMTH OF WOMB

Friday, 15 April 2011

I'm here

When the curtain moves in and out.........Life says"I'm here"
When the mobile beeps of alerts.............Life says"I'm here"
When the water rushes down the pipe to tap.........Life says"I'm here"
When the maid rings the bell for work...................Life says"I'm here"
When the sweeper brooms chik chak in house......Life says"I'm here"




Else i am in a closet of 4 doors and 40 windows waiting for him to come and open
and take me out so i can see the Life and say "I'm here."

Saturday, 2 April 2011

do u know

Do u know someone who always cares?.....i do....
Do u know someone who is always there to guide?.......i do....
Do u know anyone who sits beside in bad dreams and in all times?..... i do....
Do u know who guides to be brave to dare?.... i do....
no its no one else other but the one who created me my mother!!!!


and i realized her importance more when i became mother.

Wednesday, 5 January 2011

Trying to blog.........

Hi all

A mouthful of sky, A fistful of sky, i am sure many of us have always dreamed of that one piece of cake in our lives.
we dream, we wish, we fantasize, sometimes we achieve sometimes we don't and still like a small kid we ask for more, we strive to reach new heights, we try to reach the goal.

I am very ambitious and so is everyone i am sure. i don't want to die without fetching that sky for me. But thinking and doing well its different.....

Life is so beautiful yet complicated, we have one life to live and just can't let it go only living it just like that. I feel some spice has to be there.....

So here to add that spice and zing I start with blogging on my blog, to express my heart, soul, mind with words.  Will scribble and scrabble with words to pour out my thoughts.

Happy blogging!

i love these lines from a old soap opera...
"Earth, Wind, Rain and Fire
Wealth, Power, Blood and Desire
One life to live, Before we die..
One Taste of Glory
One Story
One Mouthful of Sky"

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